Hari Interaksi and...

Assalamualaikum..

Actually, i just got back from KTSN.
Yup..we had a dinner actually there for the medical students.
Aku datang sebab adik buddy pujuk datang.
Rindu katanya...hehehe..
And I can meet my brother too. Kiranya sambil menyelam minum air laa..

Me and my bro. Yeah, he is much taller than me.

After reciting doa and enjoying our meals, first year medical students kena cari buddy masing2.
Each of them ada dapat satu belon, and inside that balloon ada gambar buddy diaorang.
Masa aku mula2 dengar instruction dari MC tu, aku rasa bengang pulak.
Kesian budak first year.
First year students kena cari buddy diaorang (second year students) within about 3 minutes.
Within 3 minutes tu ada lagu yang dimainkan. So, once the song stopped, kira failed la for those yang tak dapat jumpa buddy.
Kejam tak?
Mungkin aku takkan rasa geram if my brother was not there.
Mungkin.
Yeah. I admit that I'll become emotional when it comes to my brother.
Siapa tak sayang adik kan..?
Betul tak?

Unfortunately my brother failed his task.
Bertambah2 la geram aku kat budak second year ni.
Aku cakap dalam hati, once aku jumpa buddy adik aku ni, aku nak brainwash habis2.
Sabar je la...
First year students yang failed kena naik atas stage doing chicken dance & some cheers.
My brother saw me up from the stage as I was sitting right in front of the table.
Mustahil dia tak nampak..
And I was sure that dia sangat3 malu at that time. He kept standing behind his other friends.
Tried to hide his face from me.
Sedih pulak tengok dia ni.

But later on bila MC sebut nama buddy dia, I was so relieve.
Sangat lega.
Sebab buddy dia boleh dipercayai. Tengok muka macam baik. Terus tak jadi nak brainwash.
He seems nice.
Aku takut dia dapat buddy yang tak boleh dipercayai..

Then, we had lucky draw tapi seniors tak join la..
Kecewa jugak aku tapi diamkan je la..
Tengok je.
Then ada performance from first year & second year medical students.
It was fun. I really enjoyed the performances especially the one performed by first year students.
Second year?
Hahaha... I didn't watch it as I was outside the hall at that time.

My adik buddies. Hehehe. From left; Fatin Alia, Amira, Alia, me. 

First year students' performance. Gambar tak cantik pulak. Maaf.

Masa nak balik tu, aku perasan pagar kolej KTSN ni bertutup.
Pelik aku.
Then, aku nampak 4 orang guards ni macam tengah bergurau kat luar pagar tu.
Sebab nampak macam tengah menggeletek seseorang.
Rupa2 nyaa........

Diaorang tengah bergelut dengan seorang lelaki berbaju merah.
Nampak macam pendatang asing. Macam dari Indonesia.
Laki indon tu siap pegang kayu lagi.
The 3 guards were struggling with the red shirt man while another guard was trying to grab his kayu.
Macam baseball punya bat.
Gila tak gila?
Aku punyalah takut masa tu.
Just imagine what if this guy escaped from these guards?
Aku takut dia akan serang students yang still ada dekat hall.
BAHAYA WEI..!!!
Alhamdulillah after 10 minutes of struggling, the red shirt man was captured.
Dua orang guard duduk atas laki indon tu dengan tangan berlipat ke belakang.
Then, baru la guard lain bagi kami keluar.
Seriously takuttt...!!!
I was hoping that the red shirt guy will be jailed for a long time.
Tak pun tembak je!
Hahaaha..
Menyusahkan je. I believe that the red shirt man is a drug addict.
Dekat sebelah kolej tu memang ada bangunan yang usang sangat. Dah lama sangat tinggal and ramai penagih dekat situ.
Memang dah banyak kali kes curi jadi kat kolej tu but this is the first time for me to watch 5 men struggling.
Baru terasa kepentingan guard2 yang ada kat kolej.
Terima kasih!

PPD Camp!

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah minggu depan dah start real posting.
Takut sebenarnya sebab posting O&G.
Baru-baru ni aku ada kem PPD.
PPD? Perempuan-perempuan Dominant??
Hahahaha..
Bukan2..
PPD tu macam professional development..macam tu la..
Nak bagi kami ni ada nilai2 yang baik as a doctor soon.

Kem tu 3 hari 2 malam. dekat Kem Bina Negara, Ulu Sepri, Seremban.
Actually, masa first year dulu pun ade kem PPD ni and buat kat tempat yang sama jugak.
Overall, kem ni sangat best tapi sangat penat..
Jadual program memang sangat2 pack.
Sakit kepala tu memang hari2 la sebab tak cukup tidur.
Haaa...aku bila dah sakit kepala mula la nak moody2 bagai.
Maaf sangat kepada siapa2 yang terkena tempias nya..

Banyak jugak yang aku belajar kat sana.
Paling penting macam mana nak tingkatkan self-confidence.
Aku ni tahap keyakinan tu kejap OK, kejap KO.
And...i've learnt to listen and accept critics from friends and doctors.
Memang takda shouting-shouting bagai tapi ayat seriously sentap habis.
Aku terpaksa tebalkan muka and....keep smiling.
And I told myself... "Ini baru doktor cakap lembut2, kalau ini pun aku tak boleh nak tahan, macam mana nak handle masa real posting nanti.."

Alhamdulillah...takda setitik air mata pun yang jatuh depan doktor2 tu..
Hahaha...tapi hati sentap la..
I really need to take it positively.
Kalau negative, memang agak susah nak survive.

Masa hari terakhir ada majlis penutup dengan White Coat Ceremony.
Masa white coat ceremony tu memang sebak kot.
Prof Har wakil parents kami..kira nya macam menyerahkan kami to all the doctors to teach and educate us.
Masa tu doctor2 yang ada pakaikan white coat untuk ketua kumpulan.
Kami yang tak jadi ketua ni pakai sendiri2 ler..hehe..

Tapi seriously ucapan Prof Har memang buat aku nak menangis kat situ jugak.
Banyak kali jugak la bergenang air mata ni tapi aku control..jangan bagi jatuh..
Control...control..
Ayat yang paling sedih dari prof,

"Para pengajar (the doctors) bersabarlah dengan kerenah anak2 (kami la tu) ini. Teruslah memberi dan mengajar dan memberitahu perkara yang betul walaupun pahit.."

Nak menangis!!! But...need to control..control till the end.
Habis je majlis penutup, kami lunch. Then off to Bangi.
Sebab ada Majlis Ramah Mesra dengan Timbalan Perdana Menteri.
Maaf sangat2 Tan Sri..
Ramai yang terlelap masa majlis kat Bangi tu sebab kami kepenatan yang amat.